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s e i z e m e . . .    and try to hold on

skimming the basics:

a thousand words

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coffee, chocolate, men...

some things are just better rich ;p

[the color of my my mug from college]

so yesterday i was pretty bummed out about my canceled mammoth plans...i've been looking forward to it all week so when i woke up that morning 95% sure that mammoth wasn't happening, i had no will at all and wanted to stay in bed all day. but of course, being the responsible person that i am, i went to work (haha..). i guess some say that i should have gone out last night, but i passed up the opportunity to continue what i was doing earlier that morning--laying in bed.

so i was in bed with doggy catching up on the last episodes of heroes and desperate housewives--at which point i wanted to make a hot cup of condensed milk (asian thing i guess..condensed milk and hot water). i walked downstairs and my brother was drinking from one of two of my orange mugs--the ones that i got for me and niki back in college which quote 'coffee, chocolate, men...' and below it was this brown circle...which changes colors to reveal 'some things are just better rich' when the temperature gets hot enough. anyway, leon was drinking what looked like what i had wanted--hot condensed milk! i got super excited because i thought we had a special mental connection going on..but i guess he was just drinking cold milk from a mug...

who does that???

so to the kitchen i went and to my disappointment we didn't have any condensed milk. or chocolate milk. so in a futile attempt to fulfill by craving i just had some cold milk. in a mug. and went back upstairs and watched a handful of greys anatomy...and now i'm all caught up with THREE shows!!

yes i stayed up til around 2ish last night. watching tv. it was pretty damn great. i love my bed. i love doggy. i love tv shows.

now the fact that i'm all caught up with three tv shows makes me a little nervous. i still have a bunch waiting for me, if need be. i have gossip girl, pushing daisies, house and ugly betty--all of which i'm extremely behind on. odd as it may be, at this point in my life, tv shows are one of the few comforts that i can always rely on. they're always there for me--always ready anytime of day or night if i need them. they'll take my mind off of pretty much anything, they'll take me away from where i want to be, they make me laugh giggle excited and cry sometimes...but pretty much without fail they satisfy me and make me happier. i can't really attribute all those qualities to anything else in my life right now, which is sad, but true. such easy access, i think i'm in love..haha. so the fact that i'm running low makes me nervous. i was going to stay in tonight again, but i should really save my tv shows...lol drinking takes my mind off things too...but i've been a good girl lately, trying keep my wild nights to a minimum.

and of course there's doggy who's there, but he just makes me think more. gotta say i miss having someone there with me, the special holds, the kisses in between commercials.

anyway. i've been in dire need of a trim and color. so my mom just cut my hair (not a trim, as usual..haha) and i just dyed my hair darker again. let's see how many washings it takes for the color to wash out. *sigh* no big exciting change. story of my life for the past year =(



+ i hope poopoobear starts wearing her glovers soon
+ booo....let's go snowboarding someone!!
+ why do i have a headache?? i didn't even drink last night..

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always, on repeat

"get down on your knees whisper what i need something pretty i feel that when i'm old i'll look at you and know the world is beautiful then you tell me you say that love goes anywhere in your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there when you go i'll let you be but you're killing everything in me"