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s e i z e m e . . .    and try to hold on

skimming the basics:

a thousand words

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to new beginnings

one step at a time

[the color of tabula rasa]

ok so a clean slate is quite the overstatement but here's to (the hope) of new beginnings. i'm not the most political person out there, and i never pretended to be...but it was nice to become that believer that i sometimes wish that i were during obama's speech tonight.

i found myself surprisingly moved, but of course, once i turned off the tv, i'm back to my skeptic self. once u send my friend back from iraq and stop threatening to deport my friends, i'll start to praise and worship.

As if i knew that there was going to be (the hope) of change tonight, i decided to slowly build my new and better beginning as well. for one, and this is sort of a big deal, i got rid of all the unread mail in my mailbox. i think i had over 2000 unread messages, which make some people nervous..but now i have zero!! so that was exciting. i also continued to reorganize/clean my room...but i'm not quite there yet. half of my room looks really good..haha. i need to find a good spot for my endless winter poster:


Its a harder task than you think since my room is super girly/highschooly/girly, which was something i decided to have a decade ago. seems too hard to change all that now, unless i move out (anyone need a roomate??).

+ mammoth plans in 3 weeks?!
+ i'm emotionally exhausted
+ how can i ever live without poopoobear =\
+ putting up all these kissy posters make me feel funny
+ no on 8, no on 8!

any thoughts?
your thoughts | no thoughts

always, on repeat

"get down on your knees whisper what i need something pretty i feel that when i'm old i'll look at you and know the world is beautiful then you tell me you say that love goes anywhere in your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there when you go i'll let you be but you're killing everything in me"