once, is never enough
always running out of time
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i don't know what's wrong with me this week--i can't seem to sleep. granted, i ended up sleeping 10 hours on tuesday and was late to my training by 4 hours...but i mean i can't sleep at night. and i can't wake up in the morning. i had to ask my brother to wake me up in the morning...sigh.
and i can't believe i'm leaving for vegas tomorrow already. and then straight to canada for two weeks. and my smaller sized boots didn't come in, so now i'm stuck with ones that are slightly large for me--which is annoying and unpreferred. and it's going to be so cold. and i've been lacking sleep (exception being tuesday). and i worked very hard today and concentrated all day and i didn't even get to the work i was originally supposed to do...just all this other extra work got done. and i'm still dealing with the reprecussions of losing my wallet and all my cards.
i have to pack. for two weeks. i haven't started.
i'm stressed, slightly. ok well more than slightly but i guess not majorly. i just bought new snowboarding pants...i wonder if i can sell my old ones for a good price. i didn't need new pants. i needed new gloves and goggles. and flow bindings. i like the flow bindings. but i got pants that i didn't need.
i have so many outstanding administrative stuff to take care of in my life. i haven't been home, and i'm leaving.
it was nice having someone there for me to comfort me and help me, once upon a time. but of course i'll be okay, i'm just annoyed and upset and can't sleep. and extremely whiney. and hesitant to pick up the phone.
quick recap of the week, so i don't forget:
mon - aunt's bday dinner at maggianos
tues - canada shopping, coffee w. khoa
wed - joy luck club play
thurs - skidazzle
i don't know what's wrong with me this week--i can't seem to sleep. granted, i ended up sleeping 10 hours on tuesday and was late to my training by 4 hours...but i mean i can't sleep at night. and i can't wake up in the morning. i had to ask my brother to wake me up in the morning...sigh.
and i can't believe i'm leaving for vegas tomorrow already. and then straight to canada for two weeks. and my smaller sized boots didn't come in, so now i'm stuck with ones that are slightly large for me--which is annoying and unpreferred. and it's going to be so cold. and i've been lacking sleep (exception being tuesday). and i worked very hard today and concentrated all day and i didn't even get to the work i was originally supposed to do...just all this other extra work got done. and i'm still dealing with the reprecussions of losing my wallet and all my cards.
i have to pack. for two weeks. i haven't started.
i'm stressed, slightly. ok well more than slightly but i guess not majorly. i just bought new snowboarding pants...i wonder if i can sell my old ones for a good price. i didn't need new pants. i needed new gloves and goggles. and flow bindings. i like the flow bindings. but i got pants that i didn't need.
i have so many outstanding administrative stuff to take care of in my life. i haven't been home, and i'm leaving.
it was nice having someone there for me to comfort me and help me, once upon a time. but of course i'll be okay, i'm just annoyed and upset and can't sleep. and extremely whiney. and hesitant to pick up the phone.
quick recap of the week, so i don't forget:
mon - aunt's bday dinner at maggianos
tues - canada shopping, coffee w. khoa
wed - joy luck club play
thurs - skidazzle
songs of the night:
+ and i need something to help me sleep
+ i don't wanna dream about all the things that never were
+ and we know it's never simple never easy, never a clean break
+ you don't have to wait for all this silly fate
and that, dear friends, is how diem got her emo back....haha
+ i don't wanna dream about all the things that never were
+ and we know it's never simple never easy, never a clean break
+ you don't have to wait for all this silly fate
and that, dear friends, is how diem got her emo back....haha