SIGH
this is where i bitch and moan
[vacation mode: so easy to turn on, so hard to turn off]
i don't know, i'm not feeling it. i can't get back into work mode. i don't want to be there, and i don't want to do anything. why is it so hard for me to be motivated now? i wish i was more disciplined. and i hate 11 hr work days. and my finger hurts.
anyway, some pickmeuppers today. my new associate went to get my mail from the office last night and i had a box of chocolates from my buddy Sachi. She wrote a sweet email thanking me for getting her involved with 'extracurricilars' and for being a great buddy =) I also had another gift, from the receptionist that I always talk to. She wrote me a sweet card--sometimes i feel that honest words are more valuable than the gift themselves. It's kind of funny how we talk a lot--I always drop by when I'm in the office to see how she's doing and for some reason she reminds me a little of my mom--except she's a lot peppier. Things like that make me smile. And I don't know why i'm capitalizing letters so i'm going to stop now.
so my daddy helped me unbandage my finger and cleaned it and wrapped it up again. so i guess i got 3 stitches. my finger hurts as i type.
i don't know, i'm not feeling it. i can't get back into work mode. i don't want to be there, and i don't want to do anything. why is it so hard for me to be motivated now? i wish i was more disciplined. and i hate 11 hr work days. and my finger hurts.
anyway, some pickmeuppers today. my new associate went to get my mail from the office last night and i had a box of chocolates from my buddy Sachi. She wrote a sweet email thanking me for getting her involved with 'extracurricilars' and for being a great buddy =) I also had another gift, from the receptionist that I always talk to. She wrote me a sweet card--sometimes i feel that honest words are more valuable than the gift themselves. It's kind of funny how we talk a lot--I always drop by when I'm in the office to see how she's doing and for some reason she reminds me a little of my mom--except she's a lot peppier. Things like that make me smile. And I don't know why i'm capitalizing letters so i'm going to stop now.
so my daddy helped me unbandage my finger and cleaned it and wrapped it up again. so i guess i got 3 stitches. my finger hurts as i type.