initially time could not have passed by any more slowly...but towards the end everything just picked up and voila! today marks my year of singleness. sigh. its good, it's bad, it just is. but it better change by next year, haha (i'm serious).
o well. some eye candy first--vegas recap from last weekend with the ladies for jo's bday:
broken down transportation
towtruckin
M resort buffet
alcohol
primpin to the maxxx
standard mirror shot
at the men of x show
home girlies
more alcohol
more home girlies
birthday girl & random birthday boy
birthday boy lead to unlimited alcohol
those were some good times. but i can't seem to get me no satisfaction.
and i can't seem to articulate how i feel right now/today. it's one of those things where the more you think about it the bigger a blank you draw, and the bigger the blank gets, the emptier you feel, surrounded by meaningless space. and then you just feel somewhat alone and cold, but numb and jaded at the same time. it's the perfect breeding ground for the emo kid within, but as much as you'd like to let it all out you just say fuck it instead and save it all for a rainy day. and as many attractive options you may have you can't help but see the futility in all of them. and it's not like you want to act all mopey and dreary but that damn cloud of pessimism is reigning over your ass today.
but it's ok, because today will be over soon, and in due time you'll be sportin that designer smile of yours that i only see on special occasions.
it's usually pretty hard for me to say no to vegas, especially if it involves a free room at palazzo and me not having to plan anything. so naturally, i went. the first night we went to lavo:
ladies only!
group photo plus drinks!~
rollin up in the lavo truck
another group picture after the club
the next day we (over)indulged ourselves with the wynn buffet (yes, we stayed till dinner for the alaskan king crab) and then a late dinner at bouchon. then we headed over to jet, my favorite. i didn't have my camera for that night so no photos there...but my beloved dj was not spinning that night. and it was kinda quiet in vegas this weekend in general.
ok, so here comes the ridiculous part. we left the club at around 3, and people were splitting up and i ended up going back to the room to sleep. so i washed my face, took out my contacts, got into my pjs and went to bed. and i was in bed for almost a good hour but i couldnt fall asleep and i got really bored so i decided that i was going to go to tao by myself. so i busted out a new dress and got dolled up again, and just as soon as i was about to leave stephen and jerry came back, with food! so i had some of jerry's delicious hot dog (food) and then asked if they wanted to go out to the club with me. jerry was out of commission after he finished his food so stephen and i decided to go to drais club since we've never been. so we managed to get in with this girl-heavy group. i bought us double shots of patron, and in return stephen wingmanned for me. so i was dancing with this white guy...and we found out that we went to the same highschool and he graduated a year before me! crazy coincidence.
ok so THEN something crazy happened. i was just dancing..and then i had blood all over my hand. so i guess i got a cut somehow...but it was gushing blood. so we were walking around and some worker gave my a towel to wrap it in..and they bring us out in the kitchen and blood was everywhere. i was just thinking crap..what if there's glass in my cut? but one of the guys there was squezzing my finger so the blood would stop and put some heavy duty bandaids on my finger. he said i probably would need stitches..but i couldn't even see my wound because there was always blood pourin out of it. i figured it cant be that bad right??
umm so i just got home today and opened her up and it was kinda disgusting:
so yeah i think i need to go get some stitches tomorrow =( fuck. it's hard to type too..i hate vegas. and i miss having someone to whine to and take care of me..haha
+ boo work +boo stitches +boo vegas. ok jk vegas was really fun haha
recap: this has definitely got to be the coldest placed i've been, at -16c and snow galore. i love the city though, and i love the cousins! family<3
>>dec 11-present, niagra falls (ontario side) + toronto
i love waterfalls
elevated view from the hotel
closeup from 'journey behind the falls'
and i love it when everything's frozen
from trees
to bushes
to railings (no, not that kind of railing haha)
i also like it when it snows
and when the falls are illuminated....love this one
and they even change colors!
and sprinkle some fireworks on top...
hotel view. i love doggy. i love the falls.
i also like how festive toronto is for the holidays
outdoor ice skating in the middle of the city!!
i really like this pic (everything in it aside from me and the guy next to me)
everything's illuminated!!
another tree =)
recap: i once thought that niagra falls was like yosemite falls and in palm springs. i'm sure glad i found out how wrong i was, so that i could now know how beautiful these falls are! and i really like toronto and montreal. why do i want to move to every city i set foot in????
