[...that went by pretty quickly, actually]


those were some good times. but i can't seem to get me no satisfaction.

and i can't seem to articulate how i feel right now/today. it's one of those things where the more you think about it the bigger a blank you draw, and the bigger the blank gets, the emptier you feel, surrounded by meaningless space. and then you just feel somewhat alone and cold, but numb and jaded at the same time. it's the perfect breeding ground for the emo kid within, but as much as you'd like to let it all out you just say fuck it instead and save it all for a rainy day. and as many attractive options you may have you can't help but see the futility in all of them. and it's not like you want to act all mopey and dreary but that damn cloud of pessimism is reigning over your ass today.

but it's ok, because today will be over soon, and in due time you'll be sportin that designer smile of yours that i only see on special occasions.

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