s e i z e d i e m ;p

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s e i z e m e . . . and try to hold on

skimming the basics:

m u l t i m e d i a

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a thousand words

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over it

Stamped: 7:50 PM

mind over matter =)

[i don't know why i do this to myself]

i've been sick. i'm still sick. i haven't been sick to a point of waking up every couple of hours of the night for awhile now, and boy does it suck. my finger doesn't hurt anymore but it still looks pretty disgusting. i was very scared when my dad wanted to pour alcohol on it but i'm thrilled to know that i'm no longer distressed at the thought of disinfecting my wound. it definitely does not look healed though. whatever, mind over matter, bring it on, i can take it.

lately i've been worrying my little head over what seems like trivial matters. everything happens for a reason so i really do believe that things will work themselves out. you live, you learn, you do things differently. i'm also superstitious though, so it stresses me out when my mom told me about how my tu vi (some chinese/vietnamese horoscope) reveals that i'll be lonely and unable to find the right partner. great.

the first two weeks of 09 has been pretty crappy, with stitches and getting sick and me with all my negative thoughts. but chinese new year is jan 26, and its going to be my year (year of the ox) so i'm going to have a new fresh start soon (when i'm all healthy). it seems like a boring year but all the reason to try to make it more exciting. and even though i don't have any resolutions i'm going to focus on doing more good this year. and it starts with my family.

---monetary donation to my familia in vietnam, check. (baby steps, ok??)

+ maybe i should stop shopping too. snowgoggles, check
+ thanks rems for the needed chat. i ♥ you

blast from the past ;p

any thoughts?

your thoughts | no thoughts

always, on repeat

"get down on your knees whisper what i need something pretty i feel that when i'm old i'll look at you and know the world is beautiful then you tell me you say that love goes anywhere in your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there when you go i'll let you be but you're killing everything in me"